Waiy3。5年

5年前，
因为Wai，
所以我叫Waiy3。


5年后的今天，
Waiy3的存在似乎象征着回忆，
和某部分的我。


5年间，
谁又会知道事境变迁，
竟如此不在预料，
只要你有稍微留意fb。


未来的5年,
Waiy3，这名还会在吗？
谁知道？
给自己立了3个目标，
不简单，
但一定要达成。。。



呃。。。
是喔。。。
嗯。。。
那,你呢?

Teal

"BLUE!!!!!"
"GREEN!!!!!!"

He insisted the former,
whereas she persisted the latter.
The couple were firm.

The bickering over the color of this thread ball,
ended without reaching a consensus,
not even close, to be precise.

He couldn't understand,
over her misinterpretation of that color.
"It's as simple as distinguishing between a cat and a dog!"
he echoed silently.

Being unaware,
his experiences has implicitly shaped his color judgment,
a predominant perspective,
which he applies to everything.
But, what about her perspective?
To her as well,
that has been her color guideline since conscious.
Vice versa.


Eventually,
being impatient over the inconclusiveness,
he took the initiative of compromising,
"It's greenish-BLUE!".
She nodded with a shallow smile,
and placed a full stop to this futile squabbling.
However, deep inside,
she is aware that both of them weren't convinced...



Actually,
would it make a difference,
if he doesn't deny her perspective,
but instead, listens, acknowledges and respects it,
without losing his principles by deciphering it as:
dark teal?
(for his stand)






毕竟，
有些事没完全的对与错，
只有价值观的存在。
那么，
人所谓的相处之道(包括沟通)，
其实，是不是在蓝和绿中，
寻求一个黄的平衡点？

离家不远

离家不远，
不算出名,
但隔了那么多年，
仍是我的喜爱。


起初，喜欢它的旋律，
后来，喜欢它的感觉，
最近，喜欢它所反映的心情。


离家不远

作曲:張傑主唱:南拳媽媽填詞:宋健彰(彈頭)

随着成长　远离家乡
回头遥望　我满肩坚强
为了梦想　振翅飞翔
怎么遗忘　熟悉的家香
When you feel the slip
When you start to crack
When it's all to hell
Know I have your back
Whether right or wrong
Is beside the point
'Cause we're more than blood
当我张开翅膀　试图往　梦里闯
时间却不经意　迷失家　的方向
当我满载成就　回头向　起点望
灰尘布满翅膀　飞不回　那扇窗
想像远方　绚烂星光
钟声敲醒　如茵的艳阳
为了梦想　我选择翱翔
怎么换回　淡淡的忧伤
张开翅膀却迷失方向
如果你记得方向　家就在不远前方
只有家的灯光比夜空中的星星还亮
要是你迷失方向　想找个地方流浪
家永远在你的身旁
太阳才交替月亮　星星又笼罩了窗
爸妈斑驳的鬓角诉说了逝去的时光
就算没地方流浪　只要你记得方向
家永远在你的身旁
当我张开翅膀
时间却不经意　迷失家　的方向
当我满载成就
灰尘布满翅膀　飞不回　那扇窗




感谢你们，
让我有坚强和坚持的理由，
就算，我可以很任性。

死神少女

渡："我只是这座桥的守护者，只有当你渡不过的时候，我才会成为死神。
只要你能渡过，我就会离开。如果你还是跟过去纠缠不清，那么你的思念，就会把你拖向地狱。"

“渡不过的悲伤,
渡不过的迷惘,
渡不过的挣扎,
渡不过的愤怒,
亲爱的死神，请带走我的不幸。
即使，代价是变成一块石头。"

过了那么多年，
终于又再追戏了。



一月假期时在两天内，
追完了这部台湾剧，
不象典型的台湾偶像剧-剧情没重点+演技浮夸+纯娱乐效果-，
这部戏很沉重，
沉重在于，它写实地刻画社会真实丑陋的一面，
将人性血淋淋的展露无遗,
让人深思。。。



不过任凭故事背景怎么换（它每两集一个故事）
它的重点还是围绕在于
困住我们的，不是环境或问题，
而是我们本身过不了，
“渡”不去。。。



想体验这种感受？
请支持死神少女！！！
*PPS已经ban掉这部戏了，
所以若要观看，
请通过youtube(像我)或去download它~~



“你要变成石头吗？”
。。。 决定者只有自己。



有些事，
就算可以和别人一起面对，
到最后还是需要靠自己解决。
不过，如果在这条路上，
有人能在身边支持鼓励，给予依靠，
那么至少，它不会太艰辛。。。

3.12.10

Friendship is not a big thing,
its a million little things...


In fact... every item, every incident, every photo,
literally, everything,
arouses waves of memories,
striking the very soul,
unavoidable, unbearable.
yet, bitterly sweet...


Very true that distance and time may be hindrances,
but they are definitely not absolute roadblocks.
With some effort in nourishing and maintaining the bud of our growing friendship,
it will never by History...


Thank you for the companion and help throughout this year,
I really appreciate every single you.
yes YOU!!!
the very special YOU!!!
Please stay in touch and,
hopefully we'll meet up next year in Melbourne.

See you... =')

24.11.10

I shall,
leave it tacitly unsaid...



Time reveals,
or, diminishes.
We'll see

Adaptation

Humans are born with a particular instinct,

to adapt


This is a survival necessity,
as being adaptive
in other words,
one is capable of fitting into this constantly changing world.

This is strongly echoed by Charles Darwin
as he had theorized the idea of natural selection,
which suggests the survival of the fittest.



For us human,
being adaptive has made us who we are and where we are
when compared to other living organism



However, may this gift from heaven be a two sided blade?
Providing us the capability to cope with the present,
on the other hand losing the ability to hold one's emotion?



Regardless being grief, surprised, happy, angry, disgusted, joyful, anxious, disappointed etc
despite the degree of those emotions,
as one will gradually adapt to any emotional arousal,
any emotional change
will gradually abate to a fixed level of feeling (which defers among one another),
a neutral feeling where you won't feel particularly positive or negative.


No emotions can last forever.......


Maybe, this is an essential mechanism for us human
to constantly compel us not to dwell in the past,
but live in the present?




Ironic....